Brain Captures

it’s not fair.
what’s not fair?
life.
life’s unfair?
yes.
why?
I don’t know it just is.
can you try to explain it to me?
I guess its just…
its unfair how I solve a problem when everyone else has already solved twenty, how I’ve read a page when they’ve already finished the chapter
its unfair how I take my time putting all of myself into something and someone else does none of that but somehow they do better
its unfair how others get to say what they want but the second I open my mouth whatever I say is “uncalled for”
its unfair that I can give all of myself to others, bend over backwards for them, and they say nothing.
not a thank you, not a statement of acknowledgement
nothing.
its just so unfair that being me isn’t enough for anyone
why can’t they see I’m trying?
why can’t they see that I am breaking myself over and over again just so I can be comparable to you?
and do you want to know the worst part?
what?
I’m nothing without their validation.